Taking It Easy

It’s now almost 2AM and I’m still awake.

No,I’m not chatting/lepaking/doing nothing.For the first time ever after coming to UTP,I’m staying up late to bloody hell study.

Tomorrow’s gonna be dunia kiamat cause I’m studying till late.o,O

I know you would say that I’m crazy but I’m not actually.

There’s two test coming up now,so I gotta study like a mad cow unless I plan to FAIL the test,which obviously I WON’T!!!

I’m very very happy now,indeed.

Before today,I was wondering why was God treating me in such an unfair way.

I think I almost had a mental breakdown!GOSH!!

And now,I really thank God for making me realise something.

I’ve already let go of that thing now completely.

100% off my head now.

Holding on to something/someone is truly madly deeply depressing.

I’ve already left it now.

No more hidden sadness and fake smiles!

I really am feeling relieved now.

My whole family’s coming to visit me tomorrow.Excited to see themXDXD

‘Nuff’ on the updates.

Pictures time.

This is Johnny after they were saved from the lift.Yea,a total of 19 people were trapped in the lift on Thursday due to someone saying,’eh,u all come in la.See whether the bell will ring a not.”Too bad the bell did not make a sound eventhough it’s overload.As a result,they were trapped in it for approximately 45 minutes.

Part of the victim that were trapped in the lift.

I like the pink colour of the phenolphtalein XDXD.I broke a stupid connical flask.I have never ever broke an apparatus in the lab since secondary school,and I can’t keep my record clean now.o.o

Chemistry lab session are so bored.Seriously,really really bored!

I know it’s stupid to post this picture,but I like this picture so much.

Suuuuuuuuuuuper cute right???But it’s not mine lar.
I know,this post is so LAME!

Torturous Tuesday

Today’s one hell of a day for me.Firstly,I woke up late.My class starts at 8-freaking-AM and I woke up at the exact same time.And I did not wake up myself;my roomate woke me up.

One of the things that I enjoyed most about uni life is the freedom.My entire freedom is in my hands and I can do whatever I like anytime and anywhere.
Speaking about that,last Thursday,a bunch of gone mad people decided to stay up till the next day.

At first it was only 4 person…and it turned out there’s another 4 more to join the clan.

The gone-mad people were:

• Myself ,ofcourse
• Chey Wan Sin
• Yap Wi Son
• Cheng Syn Yang
• Johnny Thiong
• Ho May Yun
• Arvin
• Jivenus

The 8 of us started hanging around in V2 cafe after Moral class and started talking sense and nonsense.Crapping and serious talking.After bored of talking,we decided to go to mamak.Since we don’t own any mode of transport,our legs were the only option and guess what??!!

WE WALKED ALL THE WAY OUT OF UTP and ended up in some creepy looking mamak.There’s performance at 3.00AM.It’s so filthy and creepy that we decided to leave the place without ordering anything.

We did something funny.All of us squatted down.When there’s a car/motorbike that passed by,we quickly sprang up.Just to scare the people,actually.I think the people must be thinking why are they a bunch of crazy students roaming around so early in the morning.

Before going out.We decided to take a shot with the Mak Guard.She looks so happy and claims to her colleague that we were her fans.o.O
Another shot. Just to make her feel her popular for a longer time.XDXD

This photo is really a precious one.It’s not like anyone can take photos on a highway like this.
Semangat UTP-ians

Acting retarded.And crazy.

We still looked so energetic despite walking in and out of UTP for nothing.

Pendatang asingS

This was taken at the sports complex.SynYang looking emo in here.

While we were in the sport’s complex,everyone was tired and begin to feel sleepy.To prevent anyone from sleeping,we decided to play prank on people.The 8 of us took turns to miscall our victims.

Victim #1 Tay Chuang Hwee

Total miscalls: 16

Response: “I alredy put my phone in silent mode.Gud morning!”

Victim #2 Joel

Total miscalls : 16

Response: “Why you all so late also havent sleep a??”

Victim #3 Tan Chee Sheng

Total miscalls : 14

Response: None [Was asleep]

The 3 victims above were not the only ones.There were a few more which I have forgotten.

At around 5.ooAM,we decided to leave the place and headed back to our hostels.I shall say it’s a crazy night and I’m loving it.

Lonelines Is a Feeling,Not A Word

I went back to KL for the second time now.I shall say I feel excited because I can forget about everything in UTP for a short moment of time.But there are some things that I seem to remember all the time.

Lately,I suddenly felt I need to change myself a little to a better one.I realised my weaknesses and problems,and now I totally want to learn how to change myself.

I do not think many would know the REAL reason on why I normally talk so much.It’s not that I like/love/adore talking too much.

I have a reason on why I act like that.

To be truth,the more I talk,it signals that I am uncomfortable with the situation.So do not be too happy if I talk to you alot.XDXD.This does not apply to close friends,of course.

Now,its back to square one again.Assignments,lectures,lab reports and tutorials are mounting again.Plus,tests are coming to haunt us,together with the drama and poster presentation following up right behind.

Despite having so much to do and so little time,I do not feel the stress in me YET.

Everytime I’m with friends,all my stress seems to disappear away in thin air.

It’s not something good actually.I want to instill stress in me so that I can be more serious in my work.

Something is really making me go crazy.I want to stop thinking about it but it keeps appearing in my mind,forcing me think about it.Damn it.

There’s this question in my mind that I am dying to get to know the answer.But I have very little guts in me,so I dare not demand for an answer to that question.

But I really want to know the answer behind that question,desperately.

A person is not as simple as they might seem/look.They could be complicated and simple at the same time.Do not judge a book by it’s cover.

Where Are You Now

I have found the perfect song to describe how I’m feeling now.

Calling out your name

Your face is everywhere

I’m reaching out to you

To find that you’re not there

I wake up every night

To see the state I’m in

It’s like an endless fight I never seem to win

I can’t go on as long as I believe

Can’t let go when I keep wondering

Where are you now,

what have you found

Where is your heart,

when I’m not around

Where are you now,

you gotta let me know

Oh baby,

so I can let you go

I can hear your voice

The ring of yesterday

It seems so close to me

But yet so far away

I should let it out

To save what’s left of me

And close the doors of doubt

Revive my dignity

But, I can’t go on as long as I believe

Can’t let go when I keep wondering

Where are you now,

what have you found

Where is your heart,

when I’m not around

Where are you now,

you gotta let me know

Oh baby,

so I can let you go

I should let it out,

it’s time to let you go

Oh baby,

I just want to know

Where are you now,

what have you found

Where is your heart,

when I’m not around

Where are you now,

you gotta let me know

Oh baby,

so I can let you go.

Falling In To You

It’s exactly 6.55 AM now [according to the time displayed on my pc XD].Can you believe that I’m awake this early?

OMG!

I couldn’t really sleep well yesterday all due to that evil ICE-BLENDED MOCHA I drank yesterday night.It really prevents me from sleeping.

It’s convo fair in UTP now meaning no classes which equals to holidays and I’m back at home now.

CAUTION:EMO POST AHEAD.

My whole body is at home and I should be feeling excited and happy and so on.BUT,I have no idea why I don’t feel the blissfullness.

I’m seriously missing the presence of someone.

Please don’t ask me who.

When you miss someone,it hurts.A lot indeed.

Sometimes I wonder why people behave differently.

Their actions could make you hate them,yet love them at the same time.

When they are beside you,you wouldn’t feel any teeny-weeny bit of appreciation towards that person.

When he/she is not around only then you would start to miss their presence.

This is seriously driving me crazy.It’s not the first time I’ve got this feeling inside of me.

It’s bloody hell second time.

The feeling have actually gone,but it’s resumed back again now.

I wouldn’t want to take any action to this.

Wish upon the star that this feeling would vanish ASAP!

—END OF EMO POST—

Back To Basics

I’ve been in UTP for almost a month now.Pretty adapted to life now except some certain stuffs which I will never get adapted to.

I rather photoblog then wordblog [is there such term?] now.

During dinner time in the cafe.Cheng SynYang is always fiddling with his own/WanSin’s phone.He is so excited because I put his picture in the first positon in this post.o.O

This is Sing Tat.A superdupertriple nice guy.Posing with Milo.A wannabe Milo model.LOl.

Perasan girl.She’s actually acting as if she’s so shy.But she’s not.!!

Like what I said.Note what Syn Yang is doing.

Johnny Thiong aka Moral Monitor.

Aries likes Debbie.O.O

Don’t they make a purrfect pair???

After dinner I went to my WanSin’s room for chatting and stuff.Both of us did something stupid.

WanSin : You eat more the square biscuit and you’re face will be SQUARE.

Me: Den you eat the round biscuit and your face will be ROUND.

I know we are so damn lame la.Got nothing much better to do.And I suggested we take photos of each other with our respective biscuits.LoL

I am taking her taking me.Dont get it??!Use your brain and figure out yourself.

Suddenly the Round-biscuit-lover decided to change to square biscuit.

For the first time ever,I fell in love with McD’s Fillet-o-Fish and fries.Yummylicious..

p/s:This post is totally random.

Update on another half of the mechanical [ chinese ] guys here in foundation.Here goes…

This is Joel.I dont really talk much to him.Only knows he’s from Sarawak.This is what WanSin told me about what Joel said.”I want to go Ipoh to find pig.”[It's supposed to be pork o.O]A funny guy.

Tay Chuang Hwee and Tan Chee Sheng.This two guys are seriously GAYS.They touch each other’s asses.In the library,that is.

Chuang Hwee is a XXX XXX X XXX XX XXXXX XXXXXXX XX XXXXX XXXXXXX XXXXXXX XXXXXXXX XXX XXX XXX XXX guy.Cant use normal words to describe him,just in case he reads my blog.XD

Chee Sheng is an expert in basketball.I never knew that till just now.[Charlz said he's good]Have never watched him in action before though.During MAS,he keeps on complaning that he wants to wash his clothes.WTF??!

The three guys did something that really made me wonder.We were in the IRC aka library.Suddenly,I saw 3 guys went into the toilet together.After a long time,three of them came out together.My point is why must they go into the gents together and get out of it together??!Its not like anyone is gonna rape you or something?Cmon man,its the IRC,not a public toilet !!!

This is how Johnney expresses himself how much he adores Tun Dr.Mahathir.He did this while Tun was delivering his speech.O.OLMAO

Chey Wan Sin aka syok sendiri girl aka my mortal aka my kaki lepak aka my closest friend aka my gila friend.Happy?She asked me to mention her name in my blog.

Credits to WanSin for all the photos above.She took all the photos above.

You Can Taste Sourness In Sweetness

It’s been almost one month I’m here in UTP now.Actually its just one more day to exactly one month.I’m pretty getting used to things.In this one month,I felt myself underwent few changes.Im not exactly the 100% old me now.

Just some random stuff about the old me.

• Last time,I don’t like people seeing/touching my mobile phone.But now,I don’t even care if anyone sees my pictures or reads my messages.Do/See whatever you want.

• Last time,I dare not speak Mandarin in front of my friends.The present me dares to speak a lil eventhough friends laugh.

• I’m afraid of being spotted walking or eating alone.Now,I don’t even give a damn if I walk alone to classes or hostel.

• I hate the sun in the afternoon.Now,I’m forced to love it.

• When I’m at home,I must drink ice-cold water whenever the weather is hot.But now,I just have to bear with the weather and drink room temperature water.

• Last time I have never ever used my bare hands to wash my clothes.Now,I wash my clothes with my bare hands.Can you believe how I managed to do that?

• Before coming here,I was kinda afraid of going to the loos late night.But when nature calls,you just have to answer it no matter how late it is

• I’ve tried not sleeping the whole night roaming around UTP till 5.30 AM.[hope my parents won't see this:P]

• I can talk for the whole night.[I never knew I could talk sooooooooo muchXDXD]

• I frequently visits the library nowadays.

I guess those are a few random changes in me.But no worries,I’m stil the same me no matter how much the environment have changed me.I’m still me,myself and I.

Update on the events here in UTP…

I must say UTP is such a cool place.They managed to invite Tun Dr.Mahathir to deliver a speech in UTP.I mean,HELLO,how often do you have an oppurtunity to see/watch Tun Dr.Mahathir live??!I admit I have never seen him live in person giving a speech.And I got my chance here.!!Unfortunately,something happened and I decided to leave early.

Convo fair is nearing the corner.It’s my first time here ,so obviously I have never experienced a convo fair.Convo fair is something like a fun fair where there would be many many events held,just to name a few like paintball,go-cart-and I dont know what else.One good thing about convo fair is that classes are cancelled!yay!SO,I’ve decided to grab this chance to go back to KL.YippeeEeeee~~~~~~~~~

I guess that’s enough of update for now.Ciao….

-Is it me not being me or you not being you??

Opposites Do Attract

I’m supposed to be doing my physics lab report now,but due to the urge to blog,I shall neglect my physics report for a while and BLOG.I should say today is my first time spending my saturday here because the same time last week I was back in my home.Saturdays are supposed to be a rest day,but the university decided to torture us foundation students by having co-curricular activities on this day.But what the heck,co-cu is fun man!I joined the modern music class where they will teach us how to play instruments i.e the woodwinds and brass.I’ve decided to take up clarinet.

The music room is so cool.There is a drum set there!I really have the urge to play the drums,but………….guess why..

After so many [failed] attempts to get the labcoat,I finally got mine.And guess what I did after gettting it?Camwhored a lil while with the roomate.Damn vain la we. Me with my labcoat.The attempt is to look like a doctor which obviously failed.0.0
Looking like a mofo clown with the goggles on.Sigh…

I was actually wearing my lenses and specs at the same time,damn gila la.

My roomate Debbie.She requested me to take her picture and post it in my blog.So syok sendiri la.ANd guess wat?Im chatting with her now.Yea,I know we are crazy.We are just a wood[??!] apart.
Since the camwhoring started,I decided to take a shot of my room.There goes.,..

My study table.Damn a lot of stuff la …
My almost full cupboard.Two of us in action.XD

Next up is another set of pictures which Debbie showed me and I really must MUST post it up.Its intro time to a quarter of chinese foundation students here.Sit back and LAUGH YOUR ASS OFF!

A meaningless photo,Debbie my roomate

FYI,I am not in any of the photos because I went back to KL that time.So I cant really describe what they’re doing.

This is Chua Wee Jin aka Aries,the blurrest guy I have ever seen.Everytime I talk to him,I have to repeat what I said.Chemical guy.

Johnny,a superbly funny guy.Our moral monitor.And Syn Yang.No words to describe him,he does weird stuff at times.*ahem ahem*

Annie and Ai Ling with Chua and Syn Yang.
The extra guy in this picture is Chee Hong [I am not sure of the spellingXD].Only today I know that Chee Hong is from KL.He’s a very talented guy,played the piano and saxafon.Jealous la…
Note the funny facial expressions on them.LMAO ROFL.syn yang…
Syn Yang seems to be appearing in every photo.
Syn Yang from Sarawak and JV from Labuan.Damn gay la.

Ka Shing with i-dont-know-who and Chee Hong.
Xuan Hui and May Yun and the gay guys.LOL
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
These are the quarter of guys in foundation.Shall take a photo of everyone and post it here.

I shall be continuing my lab report now.

TATA!

Adios!

Sometimes I wonder why would I even bother to talk to a person who annoys the hell out of me.

Missing Old Times

It’s been such a long time since I’ve last blogged;due to a high pile of assignments that need to be completed and partially due to laziness:P
It’s my third week here in UTP and guess what?!
QUIZZES AND TESTS are haunting us.
Imagine this : You were walking slowly to class one beautiful morning thinking how you would survive a one hour boring lecture.The moment you turned the door knob and enter the class,all you could sense was silence.There’s a damn quiz and you are totally not prepared!OMG!You were sleepy,too [o.O].How to do??!!!DAMMIT!!!
But thank god I [think?] survived the maths quiz.
Next up is the chemistry quiz and there’s many more to come as time pass.
Lately,I’ve been visiting the IRC aka library frequently.The main reason was because it’s one of the air-conditioned place where we could sleep and do anything in there.[even eating ].And it is also a conducive place to study.
Enough on studies.
I have the feeling of leaving this place and go home now.Don’t ask me why.Maybe I felt more comfortable in my home where I do not have to do most of the chores i.e washing clothes.
Most probably I will head home during Independence Day!But it isn’t a 100% thing yet.
I guess that’s all I can say for now.

A blog isn’t the right place to write down your feelings and thoughts.It’s merely a place to rant and grumble.