It’s Time Now

The time now shows 1.23AM,meaning it’s time to say

GOODBYE HOME,HELLO UTP!

hopefully everything will be fine.

Ups And Downs

I still remembered the me during secondary school.I do not know whether I shall describe myself as kiasu or whatever.The school isn’t a place for me to study,it’s merely a place for me to socialize and make friends.I’m one of the noisy ones,always cracking up jokes.Whenever there isn’t a teacher in class,you would never fail to see me sitting with a group of girls behind,talking and laughing.In class,I’m only attentive in subjects which I feel worth listening to.If a crappy teacher teaches in front,I won’t bloody give a damn to what she’s saying.This is me.I choose my homework as well,only complete those which I feel is important,and others I just dump it aside.I may look like some loser girl who don’t give a damn about her future.When anyone sees me,they wouldn’t believe that I can study.Despite my attitude in class,I still managed to emerge as the first in the class.I’m not bragging or showing off here by praising myself.I know my abilities;I’m not borned a genius by nature.I do work hard for my achievements.I’ve always wanted to be the best.Eventhough I may look like I don’t really care about being the best,but deep down in me,being the best do matter to me.I’ve always wanted to score the highest marks.When I dont score the highest,I would always tell myself that I MUST do better the next round,and usually it works.

Most of my friends think that I’m like sooooooooooo smart and so on,but I seriously told them that I studied like shit for every exam.!No one sees how discplined I am when at home.I do not show my hardworking self in school,never ever.Eventhough it is like one day before examinations,I could stil continue doing my daily routine in school.I go to school to talk.Yeah,that is like so stupid,I know.

That was me when back in secondary school.The present me isn’t anything like that at all.*sigh*

OK I shall announce that my first semester results sucked.happy?!

Serious speaking,when WanSin told me my results,my reaction was like ………….”uh huh……..that’s pretty bad..”ANd nothing else.I do not feel any bit of sadness in me at all.No dissappoinment in me.I just feel sorry to my parents for letting them down because I know they expect more than this.Well,sorry to say,no matter what,this is my results and nothing can be changed.

After thinking and wondering and thinking again,I do not have any idea on why was my reaction like that.If compared to last time in secondary school,I would be in tears when I know my bad scores.I still remembered I only managed to score a mere 60-sumtg for my addmaths and the moment I got to know that,I broke into tears, trying hard to control it.BUt this time,I cannot believe that I’ve got no feelings at all.I just envy those who managed to score with flying colours.I think I’ve changed,for worse.I’ve definitely changed.I’ve got no aims in my life.All I wanted was to be able to earn big amount of $$$.That’s kind of stupid of me to think this way,I very well know that.But that’s all that is in my mind.I’ve lost the kiasu-ness in me.

Upon knowing my results,I did not inform my parents straight.I took a few days thinking how I should break the news to them.I did not tell them not because I was afraid they’d sound me or whatever,I just don’t know how to open my mouth and break them the bad news.However,after a few days passed,I took up all my courage and told them.

Reaction that I got was nothing that I’d imagined,perhaps maybe something better.Well,they did not show it to me,but I can feel it upon seeing their faces.I’ve made a promise that I will score a perfect one the next round no matter what.And I seriously mean what I say.Since last time,I really envy people who can play and score as well.I really admire those people,and I want to be one of those.People who studied 24/7 and score a 4-flat is no big deal.I mean,you studied so much,so you should get that kind of results.Nothing suprising though.

Well,today is already Thursday,meaning I still have 1 more day in my home and after that,I’m back to UTP.Many people has told me that they are not ready to return to that place,but all I can say is that we can do nothing about it,but to just endure a few more months of sufferings till the next semester break.

Time really flies and you won’t realise it.I was packing my stuffs and I came across my pile of notes,comprises of lectures,tutorials,test papers and many rough papers.At that moment then only I realised how time really flies.I still remembered we were known as the new students of July 2007 intake,and now we are returning to UTP with other newer students.LOL.

I hope and pray that Semester 2 would be a great one,unlike Semester 1.

Till then,

xoxo

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It Feels Good To Be Home

Need I say more?

Wake Up

What do you do when you are in the IRC aka library?

Especially when the table is like this;

and like this;

You obviously study/do revision/sleep/eat/dream/stare into space/etc…

For superdupertriple hardworking people like for example,ME,you will do something productive like doing revision or studying.

Like this,

and this as well

[p/s:Actions in the pictures aren't acted out.It's the real scene]

Unfortunately,there’s SOME people out there who just missused the functions of the Information Resource Center.

Example,[look down]

She tried to capture my moment but was unfortunately caught in the act;bad camera woman.

She was too bored and have nothing to do.Again,she decided to something stupid[XDXD] again.

Guess what’s she doing..

She wrote this on his hand.

That’s her name on his hand.[Mary and John]HAHAHA!

She don’t feel too satisfied,and continued her so-called-art-work on a human’s skin like there’s no paper on earth.

His name was supposed to be John Emmanuel Edmund,but it was too long.So,it’s now John Emmanuel.E[cool eh?]

This is how SOME[Chey Wan Sin is the one I meant actually] people make use of the IRC aka library.

Satisfaction’s Best

After almost 2 weeks of procrastination,I finally completed my task–cleaning my ever-dusty room.Phew..Now it looks more like a room.

I seriously cant imagine how did I managed to survive for almost 2 weeks living in that room.Now I love my room more,hehehe..:P

NExt,my mum finally bought me a laptop and a mp3 player.She’s bringing it this Sunday.I am not really looking forward to the laptop or whatsoever stuff.I am more excited to see my parents and eat some chinese food aka babi.LOL.Cant wait to go Ipoh tomorrow.
The last 2 days was super bored,mainly because my kaki lepak went to Penang.
Noone accompany me go roaming around the place.
NOthing too much to update in here.
WAit till I get my lappie and I shall post pictures.
Till then,tata!

Enjoying[not] Life

I’ve been here in UTP for a week now and this means I have not surfed the internet for that long period of time.No worries,I am stil alive without the internet.:P

On day one I arrived here,Im practically alone.Everyone was a stranger to me.I felt kinda empty and suddenly I missed everyone back there in KL.The first person I made friends with was my roomate.And from there,I met lots of people.Orientation was great for me,tiring though.For the whole week,I slept less than 5 hours everyday.Plus,I had to walk from place to place which was so damn tiring actually.Now that orientation is over,I begin to miss it,especially the moral slot.I really wanna go back there again!!!!

Before I came here,I was actually kinda worried whether or not I can adapt myself to the new environment here.But,thank god seniors were such lovely kind people and I dont feel like a stranger anymore.

To be honest,I liked this Uni.The facilities here are cool.Certain people are nice.And I get to make friends with international students..cool eh?:P

Lectures started this week.And on my first day of lecture,I was practically sleeping through the lectures.HAHA,Im not lazy okay.I was on medication,had some swell on my neck[lymph nodes or sumtg like that] and a lil fever.I fell sick because the day b4,I walked under the rain all the way from the cafe to my hostel.It was raining heavily that time.That’s why.

The one and only thing that I hate here is the walking part.I seriously hate walking from places to places.Dont be shocked if u see me one day looking like a malay or and indian…loL.

FYI,Im currently in the UNI’s IRC aka library.Only today I discovered that I can access to the internet here.HAHA>

IM so gonna go to the library here after my lectures..WOohoo..

Another thing that I liked here are the labs.Totally cool.Looks really huge and hi-tech…

Well,I wanna post pictures here but I think I cant…so….too bad.!

Heaven vS Hell

hello people out there!!!!!!Guess waht???
IM STIL ALIVE HERE IN Perak!XDXD